Waking Up is Hard To Do
The great awakening? The Brickhouse has dispatched on this subject before, doubting that Normieville was willing or able to wake up and smell the burning toast. While this stance has not changed since then, a short video titled 'Vaxxed Man- I Am Sorry' by PaulTheDisciple has provided new food for thought.
The first thing that hits with this video is the pain. It hurts to watch. To see a person who has committed no crime trapped in the angst of contrition is never easy, but to each his own hell.
It is hard to calibrate just how disturbing awakening can be nowadays. Most of those who were redpilled back in 9-11, for example, came upon the rabbit hole with no personal stake in the affair. They were merely spectators of the game, not direct participants. This allowed them to face it without conflicting feelings, just good ol' human paranoia and a sturdy tinfoil helmet to protect against falling debris from Building 7.
The plandemic changed all that. Now it's personal.
PaulTheDisciple says he is 'eternally guilty', which is pretty hardcore by any measure. Again, this man has committed no crime, at most he made some snarky videos about 'deniers' back when it was the thing. But one can apologize for being a dick without even coming close to this level of contrition. No, this goes deeper.
What we're seeing here is a true awakening in all its terrible glory. Because realizing that the whole plandemic was an elaborate scam inevitably leads to a re-examination of one's own behavior and choices at that time. This can be a painful process for those that still possess a functional ethical framework.
To start, it collapses the self-affirming righteousness of the hive mind and leaves them naked before the facts. They were wrong and the people they actively hated on were right. That's a bitter one to swallow even at the best of times.
We were all targeted by a military-grade psyop, but they fell for it. Nobody likes being played for a fool, even when most everyone did. The fact that some people were not fooled only makes it worse. The ego does not take well to such odious comparisons.
But where things get real heavy is with the issue of betrayal. Their trust in the system was rewarded with...? Yup. Not stabbed in the back, but in the arm. Same difference. It was going to save them, but it did not. For many, quite the contrary. Now they learn that their benevolent rulers knew all along the jab was dangerous, but sold it all the same.
Betrayal is the most foul of sins for a reason. The wound it causes never heals, thus it cannot be forgotten or forgiven in life. Victims will go to extraordinary lengths to deny it rather than face the truth. But when it becomes self-evident, each individual has to figure out how to handle it. Some manage better than others.
So, all things considered... PaulTheDisciple, apology accepted. You are the exception that proves the rule. It takes courage to apologize, and even more to wake up. Use it going forward in this new beginning. And remember you're not alone... there are many here among us who feel that life is but a joke. For what it's worth, the last laugh is ours.
Dispatch out.
PS. It's been almost two months since Gonzalo Lira was taken. We do not forget.